He is a 36 year old brown eyed brown/ grey haired thin and mussily man. My mother was also a blue eyed blond BBW of 36 years. Since I was a little gir...l my dad and I have always had most things in common. We could watch a movie and know the script word for word from then on. Our since of humor was unique, but we always got each other. Then I grew into a woman mirroring my mother. As my female urges grew I started being attracted to any man who'd pay attention to me. I had never had feelings for. Got a meeting." She chuckled."Damn stupid joke. And you, you... I'll chat with you later," he groaned.Now he had that image to make the day longer.She was laughing when he hung up. He looked over and saw her smiling and innocently waving her hand.He called Ray."Hey, just wanted to let you know that it worked out. It was a friend. Nothing more than a friendly kiss with a gay man." It was odd to say out loud, but nevertheless, truth is stranger than fiction."And you believe it?" Ray asked."Why. No matter how drunk I got. I didn't... You don't understand…" it’s not what I understand, it’s what everyone will understand, got me?" He was feeling confident, and erect, now."I..." Rachel had to stop for a moment as she was almost overcome with sobs. "I know I’ve had problems, but I was very much abused is foster care. I’ve..I’ve had a lot of time to think, and that’s why we haven't even seen each other in years. That's why, I'm really not kidding when I said that she would kill me if she. ..” but I explained that Abril was a free agent and not a romantic interest of mine. Also, I said that as one of my men, he deserved the best, and we agreed she was. I was something I repeated often because I knew it built loyalty. Plus I almost believed it; I believed in saying it.Still, he wanted to ride along with me for the day, so I told him to grab the Green Shotgun (beanbag rounds) from my armory plus his own guns and a pair of flack jackets. We both had personal weapons plus backups. I.