He just wanted to solidify it by taking mycock from me.I had trusted Tina, and like before, she?d used that trust to her ownadvantage. It was obvious,... she?d missed my oral touch, as doingsomething like that was not in her husband?s nature. It was true, I?dmissed it too. Further, she?d woken my transvestite tendencies, shapingme into a feminized version of myself. I had worked hard to repressthose, so I could assume a normal sexual relationship with women. Butnow, I had plunged into a feminine. ‘I knew you’d always be my closest friend because you love me and I love you. But we both knew it could never be physical. We never needed to say it, we knew.’ I nodded slowly. ‘I’m so sorry.’ ‘You don’t need to be.’ She stood up. ‘Have another cigarette and come back when you’re ready, OK?’ She leaned down to look closely into my eyes and I nodded again. ‘Silly cow.’ I smiled a wan smile to myself as she walked away. I had never had a lover since University. I had always hoped, always half. " He then hollered to the Irish Bell, "Get your skiff out and see if there are any floaters or people trying to swim ashore. We have to get them all."I was off the side of the Mercy Mercy and into the dinghy quickly while Steve started the motor and took us to the boats. I still had my rifle at the ready for some quick bursts, if necessary. There was one guy hanging onto the side of the boat that we pulled up and put him with his dead buddies. He was shot, but not critically. I jumped into each. One small thing did baffle her. Wherever she looked, she saw a people that were happy but still incredibly poor. What had happened to all the riches the outlaws had stolen over the last year? Did this never seen Robin Hood keep them for himself.“What profit we may gain from our endeavors, Milady, are used to care for those under our protection. But as you see, we need very little to be happy.” the Friar explained when she voiced her question. “The rest is held in trust for Good King Richard, so.