But I only had about an hour before I wassupposed to meet Emily and Ethan before going out somewhere. This was one of the few times that I was glad I ...wasn't driving myself. Iwas able to lay my head back and rest for a bit while Dad drove us home.I had a slight scare when we passed Emily's house and I noticed that shewas sitting on her porch. I had to duck down in the car to make sure shedidn't see me, and stay there until Dad pulled into our garage. Lifewould be so much easier when she learned. ..!]Why do older gay (or bisexual) men crave younger men so much? I can't answer for every older gay/bi man, but for me, the reason I crave a younger man so very much is partly that they are younger (of course!), but along with being younger, they have this incredible lustful energy, that infuses everything else!As you get older, and whether your gay, bi, straight, or other wise, you start to find yourself becoming invisible to the rest of the world (and this seems to be particularly true if. Short, pretty, stacked up top but narrow across the ass, I'd always considered her the sexiest woman in the world. Not beautiful, but pretty, which in my book was even better. My experience with beautiful girls only made me believe they thought a whole lot too much of themselves.Still only thirty-five Mom received a lot of attention after Hank died -- a lot, I think, before he died -- but she had other plans. After Hank went missing she discovered he had taken some complicated advance on his. Recalling our brief encounter he had made it clear than when he made love to a woman, he wanted complete nudity, no jewelry, or body hair, he specified flesh grinding on flesh, as if in his desperation, he wanted to climb back into the womb, perhaps he had a fixation with his mother, back then we all laughed when we discussed him, but now, as I stand naked and shaved, just for him, I felt different, was I becoming perverted, a shaven toy for his perversions, it looked on surface I was, if only.