Swarthmore’s, though she loved and hated it in equal measure, had become her true home, and the people in it her true friends. But things had been c...hanging over the last year. Former close friends had been distancing themselves from her, some even becoming outright antagonistic. Just a month ago, her so called "friend" Katie Mindale, after having become more and more distant for some time, had glared at her after a geography class and shouted, "Oh just fuck off will you, bitch!" Leaving Katie. No garter, as the dress was extremely form fitting, toaccentuate and enhance my curves! To complete my unconventional (like me!)outfit, I had a custom made leather shawl. My bridesmaids were to be bedeckedin peacock blue, heavy satin sheath dresses, to honor my previous role as oneof Sarah's bridesmaids. I was so excited!I decided not to eat anything before the wedding, and at 5' 7" I weighed 133.Too much to do to eat, anyway. I had arranged to have a private dressing roomat the chapel and to. I put on the same old tee shirt that was small on me that came down to my belly button and to the crack in my ass and no further. It was the same one I wore when the circuit breaker needed to be reset. I then put on a pair of shorts that were very small. When it was time for her to arrive around 7:30 am I went down and took off the shorts and was standing by the front door naked from the belly button to my feet. I saw the van pull up across the street and the cleaning lady stepped out of. Until last night I'd been able to control my feelings. But lying in bed alone, thinking of you in the next room alone, with only a closed door between us, well, it was more than I could take. I was burning up with desire and knew I couldn't spend another night alone. So I took a chance, hoping you wouldn't turn me away or worse cause me to lose my job." Sherry I want you to know right up front, our private life is completely separate from our professional lives. If either of us meets anyone one.