Brennan." Are you being snarky?" No more than usual, ma'am. Permit me: I saw you a week ago; you got me an interview with Dr. Brennan; you told me to ...return here. I'm here. What do you want me to say?" I expected you to petition me." For?..." For whatever you want." I don't know what I want. Well, that's not true. I know I want a degree. I came to see you ten days ago for advice on course fulfillment. I'm open to your recommendations." And if I tell you to select three courses from among those. ...Lets back up for a bit and go from the start. I'm a little older 50 to be exact but I'm in good shape and take care of myself, so in essence I feel and look no older than in my middle 30s. I go running in the neighborhood most of the time, so I see a lot of potential lovers on my runs but never thought it would be this particular person.On this day I've already went for my morning run and was back home all cleaned up from that morning sweat. Its a Saturday and I'm sitting on the sectional. The way I walk, the way I talk, the words I use, the manner of my handmovements, the way a fork enters between my lips, the way I sit, the wayI stand, the way I look at my nails, the way I pat my hair in front of amirror, the way I go to the restroom, everything about me is changingunder Mother's instructions. It has been a struggle. I AM A MALE! It ishard to change. I know I must, but it is hard. I would, in the past, havecalled the person I am now a Pansy. But now I must call that person. ........................................................................................Mom and I had been so caught up in satisfying our lustful urges that, while we knew things would change when Bec arrived home, we hadn’t discussed this or come up with a plan that would allow us to continue fucking once Bec returned from camp. The one thing I knew was that I didn’t want our games to stop!Bec was literally rooted to the spot, but she hadn’t screamed or started shouting so I knew I had to try.