God I miss him, his touch, his voice. I need to be with him: Wherever he may be. I close my eyes and open them again. The vision is blurry, but throu...gh the mirror I swear I see his body, naked, hard, ready. He’s ready for me. I lay down. And I hear him whisper, ‘Close your eyes.’ I do. I know he can’t be here. I become dizzy, but I do not open my eyes. I feel too good. He feels too good. I rub my breasts and whisper his name. My hands are everywhere. His hands are everywhere. Still, I cry. I. Ek din hum log raat k 11.30baje padhai kar rahe the aur didi mujhe english padha rahi thi tabhi achanak light chali gayi aur didi candle lane chali gayi candle late woqt unka paao phisal gaya aur wo candle mere lund k upar gir gaya jisse mera lund pe chala par gaya aur main dard se aahuh, karne laga yeh dekh kar didi dar gayi aur jhat se mere lund ko sahlane lagi mera lund jal jane k karan khara nahin hua tab didi ne kaha k ruko main ice laga deti hoon ice lagane k liye didi ne mujhe meri pant. At least I had a semblance of a girls shape. She fixed myhair but let me do my own makeup with her guidance. I have to admit thatI looked really good, and I did not expect that to happen again. I had towear the shiny black shoes I had worn earlier. My lipstick was a palered. The earrings mom wanted me to wear were gold and blue, round andhung down a little. I never wore earrings before so it felt odd for abit.As we drove to the restaurant Megan held my and and kept smiling at me.She and I. A lace panel in the front shrank his stomach andhad six garters. Matti fastened the metal garter clasps while Harrietstuffed his manhood down and back between his legs. With the girdle onthere was only about four inches of flesh showing on his torso.Next they pulled a white full slip with four inches of floral lace trimat the hem and covering the bodice. Finally, a blue and white ginghamlong sleeved dress was pulled down over his head that buttoned up theback. Harriet made sure the buttons.