On the top I did this again and I landed on my skates close to some people trying to help. There was large expense of open water with floating chunks ...of ice from the ship traffic still moving on the mostly frozen river.A rope with a life preserver was in a man's hand. I skated to a halt throwing up a large spray of ice. I just took the ring and gave him the whip end. "Hold this tight," I ordered.At the last portion of solid ice I jumped and arched high and dove into the freezing water. The ring. I'm just months from having myurethra diverted and my vagina opened up. Six months from now I'll bemenstruating and worrying about birth control. Look at me; I'm a girlnow. My penis is useless; it's an embarrassment to me. Honestly I can'twait until it's gone. I want a slit like you because then when I take mypanties off at least I will look like a girl and not a freak.' Everytortured word delivered with the frustration, embarrassment andrepressed anger she felt.'I just thought a final fuck. " She said. Maybe the guy creeped her out? Maybe she was scared. What ever the reason, she seems to be scared off. The next day when I called her, I again brought up the subject after a few minutes. "Aaron (one of my friends) and I are going to go out and grab a beer after work. Are you still going tanning?" I lied. "I left my bathing suit at home again. Maybe another day." She said "What do you need a bathing suit for? You’re in a tanning bed." I asked. "I don't know. Why are you going out on. Suck them for me. They want your hot mouth on them so badly.” Now, for the first time with my lover watching, I closed my lips over a woman’s breasts and sucked, swirling my tongue over the hard, ribbed tip. I explored the texture, enjoying how the softness of her breast contrasted with its aroused tip. I moved to the other to compare – yes, it was the same, but it still had it's own shape and form too. I couldn’t resist suckling harder in pleasure, and Eileen’s deep gasp clued me in that I.