I do not know how my husband did it, but he did not bad-mouth me to the kids. I hope he never does. I know what I did to my ex in the marriage but I w...ant my kids to love me. I just pray he will not make snide remarks about I did, it just won't help them. It will cause confusion, pain and more heartache than they need. The goal now is to present as united a front as possible, and I can't do that if he is constantly tearing me down, although I know deep inside I do not deserve his. You immideately lose consciousness.When you come to, you are in a hospital bed. The room is empty save for a figure stsnding at the edge of your bed that you can't make out yet. When your eyes finally adjust, their is a smoking hot woman, likely in her twenties, dressed in a skimpy bikini struggling to contain her large tits and round ass."Hello, Eli," she soothes. You are speechless. "You probably wonder who I am what I am doing here, what you are doing here. Well, Eli, you died. When that car. Not even Biene getting an eyeful in my closet made my good mood go away.Since clearing things out, I hadn't even glanced at the contents.But at my first look now, the Alice costume stood out. But there weretwo more dresses. Not really much better than what I was now wearing. Inaddition a few blouses and sweaters. Everything in a style similar to mydress. In order to look at the contents of the closet without being indanger, you actually needed a large dose of insulin. And there was, asMom had. JAM: “Mid-century slang for straight people.”12. CRONE: Derogatory term for old, witchlike woman, reclaimed by 1970s feminists as proud names for older lesbians.13. GIRLSLOTH: “A lesbian slacker”14. ZAP/ZAP ACTION: “A form of direct action intended to be loud, quick, and shoy, to capture media attention.”15. DYKE TYKE: “Men, sometimes gay, sometimes straight, who perpetually hang out with lesbian friends, and aspire to lesbianism as a higher consciousness.”16. JACK AND JILL PARTY: “In the late.