I wish you had never mentioned cheating on Gary. Cheating on Gary, she said like she didnt remember saying it. Yeah, last week. All that talk about ju...mping in bed with Pete. It might be my imagination, but I think Gary actually suspected something. He was awful quiet the other night. Have you talked to lover boy? she asked. No, I said emphatically, I havent talked to Pete since that day in town. So, are you considering it? Are you serious about wiping out that terrible memory? It almost sounded. "You're too powerful to be that selfishly cruel. You could have and you should have handled the situation better."I hated every word for a second but nodded after the feeling passed. Candice was right, like she had been so many times. I should have given Celia what she needed while taking care of my shit. Not interrupting Candice's idyllic new life was a bullshit excuse to hide losing my place as her lover. My insecurities hurt Celia and pandering to them got her killed."I bear some of the. Mumme dabaane wala seen dekhte hi wo boli haa ye to Gandhi picture hai maine kaha fir band kardu wo kahne lagi nhi nahi chalti rahne do hum dono k bina koi aur thoda dekhega hum dono hi to hai. Ye seen dekhte hi wo kaam vaasna mein doob gye aur meri taraf muh karke muskuraane lagi. Dheere dheere film mein uss ladke ne ladki ko chuste chuste huye hi usski t-shirt utaar di aur usse ooper se nanga kar ke uske mumme dabaane lga. Tabhi meri chacheri bahan ne bister ke andher hi dheer se mere haath. Someplace where she didn’t shiver or feel cold and had some food even if it was only broth.By the time Sarah finishes her eight-hour shift and all the commuters have gone home, she gathers her hat and counts her profits. It amounts to six pounds and thirty-seven pence. Not quite enough for a bed for the night. She looks at the money and instantly knows that it would dwindle in no time at all – what, with the cost of sandwiches and a hot drink. She thought hard about the drugs. At least it would.