This entire episode was an unmitigated disaster that I had no idea how to fix. I was happy with my circumstance, but Bethany was beside herself with a...nguish over hers.Kathy looked at me and with her eyes asked me to leave them alone. She knelt down next to Bethany and stroked her hair. I turned and left the room, making sure to close the door behind me. I let out a huge sigh, took several deep breaths, and then went to the great room where Kurt and Kara were sitting.“How is she?” Kara. When I went on a vacation with my family and saw my mom in a swimsuit I wanted to hug her so much, to bury my face in her and squeeze her, I could not explain why and I made me really frustrated at myself, the shame in my thoughts also shaped the person I am today. An added routine started during my time alone at home. I would boot up the ancient computer and search for: women stripping, naked women etc. After viewing these images I would think about random things to calm my hardened dick down.. My mouth is watering in anticipation. I notice that he has a drop of precum on the tip of his dick just resting on his piss slit. I decide that is as good of place as any to start. I stick my tongue out and slowly lick the tip of his dick where his precum is resting taking in the flavors I am experiencing. It tastes very similar to my precum, somewhat salty and sweet at the same time. This really gets me going and wanting more. I begin licking up and down his shaft feverishly, almost in a. He grasps my head. I move his hand thinking, Asshole! I just fixed my hair. His cock is moderate thickness and decent length and it excites me. I reach into my purse and grab my lube. Automatically I open the cap and lube my hand. I stoke my own cock and relish the feeling of his cock in my mouth as I finger fuck my own shaft. The weird angle of doing him through my sports car window fatigues my neck. I stop and open my door, get out and service him on my knees like a proper whore.