He might have just been playing along so I wouldn’t cause him any trouble. I’ve always thought that I look pretty. Whatever psychological problem...s I might have, have never been based upon my looks. I might not be beautiful like a model, but I’m not over weight and I have regular features, a smallish nose and a generous mouth and I think I look young for 41 if I say so myself. But that reflection didn’t help me as the day wore on. I finally decided that if Hal wasn’t there I’d be no worse off. Yes, now I do. He's just kissed someone. Just my luck, he's probably meeting his boyfriend. But wait – no, not a boyfriend, he's just kissed someone else. Probably just people he knows.Florian: It's busy in here tonight. Oh No! Here comes Stefan, he always insists on kissing me and feeling my arse! I can see some free stools, in the corner at the bar over there. I'll grab one.Beer Please! I sit down, the beer arrives. There's a mirrored wall behind the bar. Makes the place look bigger and ideal. After flinging the frilly brassiere into his trophy pile, Brad slipped his arms around his woman’s waist, ran his hands up her belly, and then cupped the well-developed mammary prizes he sought. Inexcusable and shameless was her behavior, Gabby was thinking as her breasts were unceremoniously juggled and massaged! She did not come here tonight to pick up with old lovemaking habits! She did not come to get ‘laid’ by a man! Goddamnit, then why was she allowing this man to touch her? This. I was totally unprepared for sex.”“Unprepared? As in surprised? Or as in you had no idea what to do?”I laughed, “Both! I mean, I’d had sex education, and my mom had bought this book series for kids going through puberty so I knew what went where, but that did not prepare me for sex in any way other than the most basic mechanics. Well, and birth control.”“This was what? 1977?”“Yes. May of ‘77.”“What birth control did you use?”“She was still taking the Pill. For some reason, she hadn’t stopped.