And at the end of each rope was a harness. I giggled, saying to one of the other girls, "Looks like we'll be hanging around."She laughed, and soon I f...elt hands help me into a harness. As this was happening, our principle was going on about what was to be taking place. I really didn't pay much attention, as I was watching how they were strapping me in. There was a small jar on the floor next to me, and I smiled, hoping that it would be filled up by the time three hours was up. And then, it. That put seventeen at our table for Christmas Eve dinner.The big meal for us is on Christmas Eve. We don’t have a special ‘Christmas Dinner.’ Mom figured out a long time ago that she didn’t want to cook and clean on Christmas. So, Christmas meals are pretty simple and depend on the leftovers from Christmas Eve. While Bree and I were in Omaha, Mom and Dot organized everyone into teams with some cooking at Beth’s house and some at ours. Dad and Jack had charge of the boys, who had built seven. I told her to relax and not to think what happened the previous day. She somehow relaxed and gave me a brief. While she was leaving I asked her to come near me and I spread my hands as if I want to hug her. She came and hugged me keeping her hands on my chest so that he boobs does not touch my chest. I hugged her and patter her back and the back of her head. She again said sorry, I held her face in my hand and kissed on her forehead and told her that it is fine. She was ready to leave and I. She lay now spread eagle restrained by padded leather cuffs. I propped two pillows under her head and left the room. I went to my computer room and uploaded the pictures from my digital camera and created a slide show out of the pictures and inserting randomly the words rape, pain, virginity, pregnant, and ruined. I then fed the slide show to a monitor in the rape room so when she woke up she would see it. On another monitor in the rape room I put on a compilation tape of other women being.