Her suspicion was that he would not return to take charge once again. There were too many enemies in these latter days after the violence of the Crusa...des. His reported incarceration for ransom was the final straw of indignities to his royal personage and she feared it was not reversible with the deviousness and guile of the pretender King John’s entourage and mercenary minions. Her heart wanted to believe he would come back to save his people, but her skeptical mind was far too logical to. And I didn't tell them about all that during this visit either. There are some things you just didn't discuss with your parents no matter how close-knit the family might be.My folks and my sister were still interested in my love life, or lack of it. However, not too surprisingly, they were already focused on future possibilities. Juniper was in the process of being forgotten. After all, they'd never even met her.For me, forgetting her might be somewhat harder."So, Travis, is there anyone else. Now, I certainly saw it for what it was: a temporary escape, a transient suppression of reality. In the long run, nothing tangible would be changed. But the trip did serve to provide a much-needed perspective adjustment.I arrived in New York on the 28th of December. Right away, I felt refreshed, and I actually found the cold winter weather invigorating. Odalys and Jose were both off from work that week, and we spent the first couple of days taking in the sights of the Big Apple, with the subway. .I have never felt this type of helplessness in my life and I have endured many things.I did not know why I am so much affected. Without a word, Master pulled my hands behind me, and I felt the coolness of the cuffs as they closed about my wrists,next a blindfold was placed around my eyes and finally a leash was clipped to my collar. He pushed my head down, which pulled my bottom up, and he spread my legs even wider with his knee and feet...,,Hold on i want see you"...I heard the voice of my.