Sarah, in a shy, unsure voice, “Tracy, I think I long to do the same things with you. There is some desire I feel wondering what it would be like to... feel you touch me, and we learn every speck of each other’s body.”That was all the permission Tracy needed. She pulled Sarah’s face to her and kissed her on the lips. First, both with closed mouths, but then opening to each other to begin the discovery.That was all they did the first night, kiss and whisper to each other. Tracy told Sarah that. The breakfast burrito he ate in two bites churned in his stomach.He knew exactly where he could find Cindy. She wasn't superstitious, but she had some predictable behavior. From the fence between turns one and two he could see the whole track, and sure enough, Cindy was walking down the front straightaway, staring down at the red clay. His eyes played a trick on him, and he saw Deana. The feelings he felt made him angry. He spit and started down the hill to the track.The earbuds pumping music. Like when Italked about things that happened while he was growing up.The one subject I didn't bring up and one I wanted very much to do sowas why Tolerance, and why did he give up his practice in the big city.I knew Richard and Helen were having problems. So I decided to waituntil I could get the two of them together. HelenI was waiting for Richard and my mom.We did the usual hugging and kissing that happens between in-laws thathaven't seen each other for a long time. We then left mom with Sam,. While keeping the bottle i pulled her to another chair and made a peg for her,i dint say a word and she drank,that must have been her first drink,after her two pegs she started sinking in her chair,i knew she must have had high.i went to pull her then her pallu dropped,that was the moment again when my animal instincts were aroused.i took her to her room,she was semiresponsive,she seemed this time not to mind my touching her or was it the drink i dont know,i howered on her to see her brests.