Then one day I had turned thirteen, my brother had turned fifteen, and the oral sex just wasn’t doing it for us anymore. We both wanted to fuck. I h...ad been on birth control pills for a couple of years so it would be safe enough.That first time it happened right after school before Dad got home and while Mom was still out grocery shopping. We both rushed up to my bedroom like we always did but this time it wasn’t for oral sex alone. I got naked and then I got on my back. My brother got on top of. ] Porn is one of the few businesses where females are paid more than men, maybe ten times as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.In my life, I've had a constant chorus of "girls don't do STEM subjects." [STEM means: "Science Technology Engineering Math."] All the way from high school on, I was basically told that girls don't do the things I wanted to do, and after fifteen years, I just got sick of it, particularly when the alternative was so easy, that is porn. My. .. David you have perhaps heard of by a different name," Julia continued. "He was known as Lazarus once." Lazarus?" I stared at her for a moment. "The man Jesus raised from the dead?" One and the same," Valentine chuckled. "And he isn't too happy about it." What? Why..." I rubbed my fingers over my lips and Valentine took it as a sign to refill my glass."He was dead," Wendy said with a shrug. "He saw the kingdom of heaven, walked in the Grace of God. When Jesus called him forth, Lazarus had to. All the stories were the same. It was pretty obvious that we were not the perpetrators. It was almost three AM before we were allowed to leave, and that was only after supplying ID's and promising to stop at the police station the next afternoon to give written statements.It was a subdued ride back to the hotel. I tipped the driver an extra fifty before following Marge and the girls inside. Marge was the only one still visible as I approached my room."Thanks, Marge. I was this close to killing.