Curiously our trust and passion for each other made this an exciting, not a jealous experience, just spurring us on to higher peaks of mutual stimulat...ion.I had been working for a couple of years and she had just left college and was living with me fulltime over the summer before starting a dull and very serious career in the autumn.Left on her own at home for the summer, she began to amuse herself by exploring my collection of adult magazines and our newly acquired video camera. I returned one. You have not taken her in your bed, so she thinks you find her unattractive. If you care for her, then you must let her experience this, after all, she is a wife, too."I looked at Basheera in disbelief. If I remember correctly this was the first time that I had asked one of the women into my bed, the other times were pretty much command performances."Basheera, I think that Tahani is scared of men, and me in particular. She seems so shy and aloof around me."Basheera shrugged. "That is just her. "Trevor then had to arrange kennels for his dog for the weekend, which he was able to do, and Emily would have to tell Janet that she could not walk her dog on the Saturday and Sunday but was not going to tell her why although being next door to Arthur and Emily she would no doubt know soon enough.There was no reason now why Emily could not spend the night at Trevor's house but they decided that they would make their first night together the first night in the hotel.Emily, quite obviously,. There on the floor right behind the entrance door, they had both kissed each other. She smelled and tasted like nothing else, a taste that did not find satisfaction but fanned a hunger to something more, something that could not be satisfied with food, or stilled with reason.They both vowed to wait with what had now happened, both had dismissed their own promises. She was as eager to explore Roy and a fire that smoldered ever since she had seen him the first time, was fanned into white-hot.