Eventually Susan had come into a small circle of male to female transgender people, about a dozen she told me, some of whom were like she had been, ju...st taking the first baby steps towards an uncertain goal. Others had gone so far as breast implants and legal name changes, and at least one woman had gone through the full sex change operation. This small community became Susan's whole world and she basically hid herself away until she was comfortable with whom she was. Comfortable enough to live. “Why? It’s definitely man-made, at least along this stretch, something of an underground highway even,” Fredi muttered, stopping again for a moment to shine her lamp closer to the passageway and even run her hands against the stone sides until again Phyl prodded her onwards.“The escape survey crew that took me down here on the practice run last year wouldn’t talk about it ... just said that they didn’t dig most of these tunnels after the last step and told me to hurry and not dawdle down here.. He then offered me a towel to wipe it up and also asked to go change from aunties wardrobe. I asked him to help me with the cloth as I didn\’t know which one would fit me from her wardrobe. He then took some top and starting keeping it on my shoulder to see if it was going to fit me. While doing that I felt his hands on my boobs many times but I thought it would have been unintentional. He finally found me one top with deep neck and asked me to wear it. I changed myself and went to TV room. I quickly left the room in order to avoid pissing her off any more than she already was. I figured she’d settle down once she got over the initial shock of learning my secret. I sat naked on my bed waiting for this to all blow over. I could hear her belittling me as she talked to Benny and guzzled down her glass of whisky. She asked Benny to pour her another and Benny obliged but reminded her that she wasn’t very good a holding her liquor.“I’m not good at holding my liquor and my wimpy excuse.