When I'd first met them, both of them weredistraught at the thought of becoming women, and now they were talkingabout wearing miniskirts and dating bo...ys. (pause) I spent three weeks atGRS, much longer than most people. Eventually they realized that I wasgoing to be a man trapped in a woman's body, and that there wasn't muchthey could to do change that.CUT TO: Exterior - St. Joseph's prep schoolPETERSON (voice over): So Tallan, still using her male name, left GRSand returned to St. Joseph's. She. She was getting excited and found it thrilling to leave her gown around her waist and let her breasts remain exposed. Next the new doctor reviewed her comments to the nurse ....about the anal pain and questioned how often she had sex, whether she used a dildo or vibrator, did she do anal sex....and surprisely asked her if she had or received oral sex. She told him with a quivering voice yes she did oral sex....and when he asked how frequent she told him her husband liked it at least once a. This is why you pay attention in school, folks. My cousin Jessica or “Jess” and I were inseparable while growing up. In fact, we’re the same age by a few days, but we often celebrated our birthdays together. She’s the type of girl who paid attention and had amazing grades because of it. We’re both students at our local university where she’s a prominent member of the volleyball and dance teams. She had been a dancer her whole life and my family loved going to her recitals and competitions. Yes, I enjoyed his attentions. It felt good and right, just different enough, and I felt powerless to resist.Oh, who am I kidding? When your hormones are raging and someone is there telling you that you are beautiful and special and fabulous and really listening to you, thoughts of broken families and hearts are a million miles away.It was not until I physically crossed the line, that I started to realize everything I stood to lose.Week 2Wow, this new excitement is like rocket fuel!I forgot.