I extinguished my thoughts by going into action and crawled gently over to her. I leaned over her and smiled down. Arathi looked so vulnerable as she ...slept, and seemed incapable of causing me pain. An ache crept through my body and my breath deepened. I leaned down and kissed her softly, sweetly, so I wouldn’t startle her awake. I sat back and brushed my hands over her broad shoulders and down to the tips of her breasts. Her nipples sprung up and I smiled – no getting past those, they never. How long had it been going on? Where they in love? Where they using protection? Oh my, so many questions raced through my mind as I watched them. They were oblivious to my voyeuristic act. I needed to turn it off; I should stop watching. It wasn't right; these were my kids. I was their mother. I need to ring Sarah and tell her the camera was still on."Come on, Tom, come and give me some love." I have to take a shower! I'm all sweaty from working out." What's the point? Come fuck me, you will. ...Jess pulled out a couple of bras from the bag. I was notgoing to wear these. Men don't wear bras and besides Dr. Ramirez said theswelling should go down soon. "Chris...you need to wear these. If you don'tyour nipples will become chapped and people will definitely notice intime. I mean come on...what if they continue to grow?" Now that got mybrain thinking. What if Dr. Ramirez was wrong? What if the swellingwouldn't stop and my tits would only continue to grow because of thisstupid pill? I. "I would if I could, dude," he said. "But I'm twenty- one now." Damn, that's right," I said. "Why don't you try out for the big one? Go for a spot on the National Team." Not good enough," he said. "Hell, even for the U-Twenty team I was only a role player. Split my time with three other guys. It was a great experience, but I know I can't take it to the next level yet." Shit, if you can't make it, there would be absolutely no hope for me," I said. "Not that I had even considered it."Jesse looked.