Sometimes I could have sworn he smiled but it was never there when I looked back. I like to think that he did for me as he did because he cared. I l...ike to think that he was the light that was doing its part to chase away the shadows. I don?t know if it?s true but it doesn?t matter. That?s what he was to me. I got in a lot of trouble during those first years. I wasn?t programmed for obedience as the others were; I was programmed for independent thought and intelligence. I learned. I moaned again as my cock twitched from the humiliation of her words."Do you wish I had a real dick for you to suck on," she teased. As usual it was like she could read my mind. I had never admitted to her that I sometimes fantasized about sucking a real cock because as open and honest as we were I was afraid of her reaction."Yes mistress," I answered as she pulled the strapon out of my mouth. It was the first time I had admitted my desire to her and it was a frightening yet liberating. Asteady stream of piss flowed out of her hole for 15-20 seconds and then ittapered off dribbling down her pussy lips and ass hole. I had never seena women actually go to the bathroom before and found it very erotic. Ofcourse, the aspect of forcing this sobbing teenager to humiliate herself bytaking a piss on the floor as 20 strange guys watched had a lot to do withits eroticism. Rex asked Maria if she had to go to the bathroom and she quicklysaid no, knowing what would happen if she said yes.. Yeap, Beatrice was jealous. Course, the grass was always greener on the other side of the fence, right? She had a great man in her life now, a powerful, rich man at that. They were sexually compatible too, and sometimes had fun with their meals. Be satisfied with that. Just hard to think straight when staring at your body double having oddly romantic sex with two guys at once.“I like that I can go out into the street, even into Invictus or Carthian territory, and I don’t guarantee a fight.”“Not.