Sam let me in, his friend Douglas was there with him. Straight away I knew what was in store for me, a return to the dog show. I was blindfolded and l...ed to his van soon to be driven off at speed. Not to long afterwards the vehicle stopped. I was told to get out, someone took my arm and led me into a building.Through the familiar doorway the metallic clank of it closing behind us. The blindfold removed and I was back inside the circular caged ring. There were probably a hundred guys standing or. Then I came back in and washed my hands and brushedmy teeth. I was so nervous about Ryan being there and watching thishappen. Me personally, I probably would have done something like thisif I was single. I love sex and now that I?m comfortable in my own skinI would have posed for someone, somewhere, sometime. Maybe not pornobut certainly provocative still photos. But Ryan was my concern. Wedecided to do this together, but he was the driver and he?d OK?d it alland now there?s his. We were alone now."Now what?" Now Jacob, we talk." About what?" You." I told him."Me?" disbelief tinged his voice. "What's left to talk about?" Your emotions for one thing. Sure they rise and fall. But they seem to always be through a cloud of depression. That's not right. Think about this. Would your family want you to be depressed all the time? Would David want you to be sad all the time?" That's true. That's also all well and good except for one problem. I defy you to find me one place where. Sara was 32 with long blond hair, about 5'6" and about 125lbs. Needless to say I think she's still quite attractive and often gets looks from other men. Although other men looking at Sara never seemed to phase her, I've always thought that she should 'flaunt it if she's got it'. Anyway, the first full day on vacation was spent pretty much just lounging by the pool, swimming and relaxing in the sun. During the day the pool was quite empty, and often we were the only one's swimming. In the.