In themiddle of it, there was a carpet. I knelt on the floor, keeping my eyesdown in modesty and submission. Although I could barely see mysurrounding...s, the hall oozed power and stateliness. I could do nothingbut immerse myself completely in that dimension of masculine power thathad just opened up in front of me. I must have waited a good half hourbefore the appearance of my God. But even eternity would have felt like aminute, in the anticipation of my Absolute Male Divinity.At one point, I. As the rounds began to hit the vehicle I instantly froze. It was Carla all over again, I was going to die in this god-forsaken land and I was so afraid that I actually peed my pants.We made it through and even though I was scared to death I was able to fire back even while driving on, as fast as I could. I just stuck my weapon out the window and laid down a clip full of rounds in the general direction of the enemy fire. We got past the ambush unscathed except for vehicle body damage.Once we. But I wonder if that didn’t finally cause your break. I’m pretty sure Bethany knew, and knowing the other things she’d done, of which I know you’re aware, you wouldn’t have been able to accept her.”“I think that’s possible,” I said. “It was actually discussed at one point amongst some of the girls and me.”“OK Here’s the bottom line. You are being far too harsh with yourself. You know very well I do not condone how you’ve handled your sex life, but it appears, from all the evidence, that in the. .