So you can understand why I’m in a bit of a state. Tonight I am going to go through with it. Tonight, my thoughts are all mine.I’ve actually been ...shaking like a leaf just thinking about it. I’m trembling because I can’t wait. The thrill of releasing this emotional surge that has been slowly building up means everything to me and yet I don’t know how I will do it. How it will start. But I know where.I have a plan which starts the moment I open the door to my flat. I quickly pierce the cellophane. Lucy was expecting more and wanting more but she replied, "Yes, ma'am."To Lucy's inward delight Hilary then went on, "I will then lower your knickers and you will receive a further twelve strokes on the bare bottom."Lucy again replied, "Yes, ma'am," but there was a tremble in her voice brought on by both excitement and trepidation."Right, bend over, girl," Hilary boomed and Lucy put herself in the position that she had been just over two months previously.Hilary got behind her and flipped the. We met on a well known online dating site and, after a few nights together watching Netflix and out on student union subsidised drinks, it was obvious we were both interested in more than 'just friends'. We had been together through some tough times and she was always there for me when I needed somebody to pick me up when Uni generally got tough. I was comfortable and enjoyed what I had. I never expected anything more.One day though, a friend mentioned how he planned on starting to look for a. She asked me some questions and we started talking about a few of the poses that I would require her to make. She was concerned with discretion, as she didn't want her pics all over the internet. I can understand, as what we were talking about were to be some quite erotic pics. We made plans for her to meet me at my home, my studio is in my basement, the following week, to give her a chance to back out, if she got nervouse about the whole thing. I then left the store, all pretenses at renting.