It was so unlike a scripted and directed film, where everything comes together perfectly. We enjoyed a lot of fumbling around and experimenting, but w...e did well. I would like to think that for our first coupling we were awesome. But we will need to practice. A lot. At every opportunity. Frequently. Whenever we can. Any excuse. I can hardly wait. I want to go again.My hand strokes her soft back, relishing the velvet smooth, warm textures and curves. My Suzy is all beauty.I can't restrain myself,. Westill did not have a kill order.The real problem that I faced was how to behave as a woman. It wasagreed that before any surgery was even considered I would complete aseries of tasks to see whether I could "pass" in my raw state.Believe it or not, the CIA retains behavior coaches to help operativesin the field in all manner of pretences. I sat down with an expert foronly two weeks and I passed the test. I say only two weeks, but it isbetter to say 200 waking hours of living and breathing. You are wiggling around, and I KNOW I'm making you feelgood! I feel your hand grab the back of my head, pushing myface into your pussy... mmmmmmm, yeah... then you startto cum. I stick my tongue inside you so that I can feel yousqueeze my tongue as you cum.... I'm in ecstasy, andI can tell you are too! My dick is so hard!I raise up moving my dick to your pussy. I rub the head of mydick on your pussy, up to your clit, getting it good and wetfrom all of your natural lubrication I've worked. The clock wasticking onward and I was no closer to a decision than when all of thisbegan. I wasn't sleeping well, eating was more of a necessity when thehunger pains set in than anything resembling pleasure. On my last tripout of town there were a couple of times at dinner I would stare at themenu aimlessly not caring what I ate but rather knowing I had to. To callme an emotional wreck would have been polite. By now it was earlyNovember and if I didn't do something soon I was going to go out of.