Lewis questioned, "would she be happy?" Probably not," Lana said frowning, but quickly smiling again she said, "but I'll make sure she forgets about i...t later; now let's go!"Dr. Lewis rolled his eyes and holding Lana's hand led her to the next room."I want to really fuck you," Maria begged, "you'll let me won't you?"Rita kissed her again and said, "We'll get to that when we have the right things to keep you safe, okay." Kissing her once more Rita added, "For now you just let me keep making you. But such a position comes at a price. Bottom girls were in charge of recruiting and training new girls. They helped brainwash girls into believing that the life on the street was a fabulous one. Angel had personal morals. She would never lie to a girl and tell her this life was easy, safe, and better than where the girl came from. She would never recruit another girl. Never would she put another girl in her shoes. She could never wish that kind of torture on anyone. Not even those who had hurt. Onday, October 8, 1979Missy, Jude and I were in deep rapport the next morning when Beth surprised us by coming in and joining us. She sat on the loveseat across from us and waited for us to realize she was there. I said. she laughed. Sharon went out to buzz Sarah in at the gate and in a few minutes they came out to the deck where we were relaxing. Sarah looked at least ten years younger and I told her so. Ken said. Sharon asked. Ken said. Bonnie said. I said and everyone else agreed. Tim. I took pride in the fact I adhered to the unspoken rule that such congress should be kept in confidence by a man that aspires to a reputation of not divulging any private matters to other parties.I had found that my discretion led to many repeat performances by the ladies in question and that their fluttering close to my flame of desire was continued even after they joined in holy matrimony with some poor fellow that never suspected their spouse’s depth of hidden sexual desires. I tended that.