I just don't do casual." I see," she said. "I think that's nice." Sue," I said, "I don't understand this. My face is not pretty," I laughed dryly, "bu...t you wanted me. Why? There are lots of good looking blokes out there, why me?"She stood in front of me. Looked hard at me. And smiled."It's not your looks Allan! You're sort of transparent. There's no affectation; you don't try to impress. You have dignity and strength, and you put up with your injuries with humour and cheerfulness. Makes you. I didn't follow your love life all that close." Gary softened his glare. "Yeah, I guess you wouldn't have. Did you fuck her?" "I couldn't get it up for her plus it was behind the gym and I was sucking Friday's dick at the time." "So...you still like sucking cock?" "I love sucking cock. Why?" "Just wondering." "Wondering if I suck dick better than Sherry?" "I didn't say that." "But I can tell it's what you're thinking. The answer is yes and I'll prove it if you want me to, but no pressure. I. ...my baby'" she siad, looking up at me with red teary eyes. She took me by the hand and led me into the nursey. Annabella was just fussing bit, but Holly soothed her until she was asleep. We tip toed out of the room and headed for the bedroom. As she walked she was peeling off article of clothing. I reached out and slipped my hand between her buttock cheeks and gently probed her asshole. She looked over her shoulder and smiled. "My husband thinks sex in the ass is unsanitery," she said. I. "We were going to get a divorce you know" she quavered "I loved him but he couldn't keep his dick in his pants. We tried but it just didn't work out, now he's dead, it's the last thing I wanted for him."We talked late into the night, we reminisced about all the good times, the trips to 'The Womb', the fish we caught and the ones we lost. Mum thought it would be a good idea to take the motor home back there after the funeral. To take stock of our lives. My job was only a casual one so I wouldn't.