We couldn’t bear it if we lost you because we weren’t strong enough to give you the discipline that you needed.’ I cried myself to sleep and I k...new that my parents loved me. When I get a spanking now whether it is punishment or erotic play, my body remembers how safe I felt after the spanking was over and how loved I felt after the spanking.’ ‘I was not a person who was that interested in boys when I was growing up. In fact the few times I had been with a boy had not been that enjoyable ant I. Itni der main maine rahul wali id bhi khol di maine rahul wali id se priya ko msg kara par usne rahul wali ko koi reply nahi diya to maine ph kara aur bola ki msg karta hun koi jawab bhi nahi deti ho isse acha mujhe unfriend kardo saali kutiya harami usko gussa a gaya usne bhi mauke ka faida uthaya aur rahul wali id ko unfriend kar diya.Fr maine sahil wali id se priya ko msg karne laga.Bhabhi mujhe apke boobs choosna hai aur main porn pic share karne laga ki priya pic dekhe aur wahi hua priya. " Her eyes jumped up to me, then away. "I thought, oh I don'no, he'd... Oh, I guess I didn't think." They were both starting to calm down. As I replaced the lamp on the side table, I noticed a bottle of tequila, half full. I got the bright idea that we all needed a drink. I went in to the bathroom, got three glasses, and took the ice bucket. I went out the door, leaving it ajar, mumbling "Be right back, get some ice."When I got back, they were both sitting cross legged, on the bed, looking. I look up at Lori. "No it doesn't hurt at all, I can't feel any pain oranything down there why, does my penis look okay?" Well it's not pink anymore, it's more like gray or blackish now, but ifit doesn't hurt I guess it doesn't matter. Maybe it is black from gettinghurt like black and blue or something. I have never seen anyone else'spenis, so I can't compare it." I feel concerned, as I hear Lori.I try to see Lori's hand when I lean up and see her reach down and touchmy penis with her finger..