..?" she said, "What are you doing like that?"I started to answer, I had rehearsed this speech a thousand times in my head but suddenly realised how s...tupid I was, and what a total fool I was being, expecting it all to go the way it always went in my fantasies. I felt the tears start to trickle down my cheeks as she came closer to me."Oh Mum," I sobbed. "I am so sorry. I just thought if you saw me like this, sexy and helpless, then you would love me the way you loved with Aunty Jane, because I. Mujhe na toh bhook lagti thi, aur na hi pyas lagti thi. Mera kisi bhi kaam me man nhi lagta tha.College me main daily jati thi. Par sara din leacture me main baith kar aa jati thi. Mujhe kuch pata nhi chalta tha, ki teacher ne aaj kya hume padhaya kya nhi padhaya. Main class me baithi baithi sirf Sanju ke bare me sochti rehti thi.Mere dil me Sanju ki tasveer bani hui thi, jise main ankhen band karke baar baar dekhti thi. Jab bhi hum dono milte the, main ab bahot kam bolti thi. Main sirf Sanju. That made her smile and blush. She nodded and said, "I agree!"We got to her house and she grabbed my bag out of the back while I was checking out her car. I hadn't realized before that it was a 1975 Camaro --a classic car. She had my bag inside her house and in her room and partially unpacked before I even came in. The only reason I was able to find her in a sizable house is because she left a trail of discarded clothing ending with the G-sting that she had taken when I was putting my bag in. ‘Oh, I’m sorry. If you’re uncomfortable talking about it, I understand.’ ‘No, it’s okay. There are, like, some things I don’t know.’ ‘Alright. You can ask me some questions if you want to.’ ‘What will it feel like?’ She reluctantly began. ‘At first it’s going to be a little unpleasant. You see,’ I was searching for the most delicate way to explain it to Cassy in terms I knew she would understand. ‘There’s this… material… inside you that a guy will have to push his penis through the first time.