' He picked up a pencil and added another line to the hatching of what he kept telling himself was a 'quick-sketch'- so far it had taken most of the l...ast three days. He put the pencil down again and picked a letter from the small stack; the occasional piece of fan mail routed to him via his agent."Dear Mr Williams,I'm your biggest fan. I really love your work; I've got postcards of them all, even the stamp!"'Oh gawd', he thought, 'did I agree to a stamp?' He continued reading..."I would be. I was actually awestruck by her beauty and her finesse. She was quite polished. Would be in her late 20’s. Anyway, I got back to work that day.The next day, my phone rang and when I answered, it was Raksha at the other end, I was elated and she wanted some clarity. Later she thanked me for my generosity in the ads and she told me that made her complete her target for the month. We spoke casually about general things.Me: How’s your leg now?Raksha: Oh, so you noticed it?M: Yeah, I did.R: Hmm…you. Um… have a shower and cool down and maybe… "I allowed my voice to trail off, cupped my right breast and stroked my nipple with my thumb. He stared at my hand holding my breast and my thumb caressing my nipple for a moment then looked away."I um… I ah….I have to…" You have work to do." Yeah." People are waiting." Yeah."My disappointment was complete."Um… we should… I'll…" He was struggling for something to say.We were having one of the most awkward post coital moments of my life."I've never done. Aur mere sene par aa k late gae.aur bare piyar se kahne lagi bhaya mujhe to chudai se buht maza aya he kiya ap ko bhi maza aya k nahen.mene kaha dedi esi kanwari choot chodne buht maza aya he.dedi tum meri behin ho is tum ko chodne ka pehla haq mera he.dedi boli bilkul jab bhaya ka land mojod ho to gharon chudwana zarori to nahen.dedi baton k sath sath meri zuban bhe choos rahi the .dedi k chomne se mera land phir tayar hone lag aur ahista ahista mera land dobara ful akar k lohe ki tarah.