The next day Steve brought a bottle of vodka home from the hotel and I drank until I was virtually passed out, he then removed the top half of my robe..., tied my hands and legs to the wooden post in the outside courtyard and took a photograph of my back.His elder Brother then arrived ... he stood at the back of the courtyard just watching.Steve didnt say one word as he picked up a 2m whip with a flayed end - (it now hangs over our bed as a monthly reminder) - the first blow hurt - and i screamed. "You can always pull whatever style wedecide on into a low ponytail like usual. It should still work." I can't do that, Mom," I whined. "Then everyone will see my piercedears!"She smiled at me, but I don't think she understood the ramifications ofbeing different in high school. I didn't want to get beaten up overthis."It'll be okay, Megan." she said, giving me a comforting hug. "They'llbe more forgiving than you think, and you'll really enjoy life away fromschool with these changes."I knew she. "I had mixed emotions about Gary, I knew I would miss him I did kiss him,and he was a boy. I also liked to kiss Lynn, confused was the state ofmind and the battle remains at a deadlock. How could I like to kiss bothand why did it feel as good with both? Maybe I needed one and wanted theother, that could be it, could it be as simple as that.Gary was gone and out of my life before I could get the answer I waslooking for could I have sex with a boy like a girl, years later I wouldfind out and. An interesting optical illusion.After our tour outside, we were glad to get back into the warmth inside the house. I put water on for hot chocolate, or I was about to; but Evelyn said chocolate should be made with milk, not water. I got the milk out, promising myself to get some more later. I only had a gallon in the refrigerator.The ladies discovered the entertainment center I had set up last night, and Courtney was going through my selection of tapes and DVD's to see what was there. I didn't.