Soon after, Alice also was overcome with passionate ecstasy, coating the face of Yee – or possibly Yum – whilst the other twin was licking her own... discharge from Alice’s mouth and cheeks.“Round Three!”‘I hope that round three involves me curled up, my head on a pillow whilst being cuddled.’The twins, however, had other ideas.“I want to paddle her bottom,” one of them announced.“I want to paddle her pussy,” proclaimed the other.“Let’s!” they declared as one, roughly handling Alice and forcing. On the way down to the locker rooms I apologized for my poor performance but she just smiled and said she was happy to have the company. I told her my next workout day would be Wednesday around the same time if she wanted to join me for the whole workout. “I’ll see you there,” she said with that friendly smile on her face again. She turned towards the girl’s locker room and I couldn’t help staring at her ass as she walked away. Just as she reached the door she glanced behind her and I was 100%. I could be facing another 30 years of impotence; with all the frustration, depression, disappointment and humiliation which accompanies the condition.I suppose it was that moment of startling clarity of how my future would be which was the genesis for my decision to end it all, although at the time I hadn't consciously contemplated suicide.An interlude of introspection.When did I lose my soul? When did those elements of my character, which make me who I am, begin to decay and disintegrate?A. I was alive in David's body, but dead in the eyes of the world, and there was no one to grieve. I was that alone in the world.When I read the news of my murder, it made me feel mad, sad, and depressed in turns. After dying in seven different lives, it was like the universe was staying up nights to make sure I never got a break. I'd lost loves, had lovers turn on me, had loved ones die, been there when lovers died, and had one commit suicide, and then die in another timeline, besides.Having to.