"You were right about last night. It was preplanned. Mark was supposed to be waiting for us when we got there. I wanted someone I liked and thought I ...could trust. He has been hitting on me at work for over a year now. I like him and I told him if he were to be at the lounge he just might get lucky. I didn't tell him about you because I didn't want to scare him away. I thought with some drinks and some close dances he would be wanting to bed me and then I would tell him the price. I was pretty. I told her that I had been five when it had happened to me, and I had a dim memory of grown-ups, and something awful that sometimes came back to haunt me, but nothing specific. I asked where she had been placed, and she said it was a home in Banbury. “That’s odd,” I said, “the home I was in was in Banbury as well”. It turned out that it wasn’t the same home, but it could well have been, as there were only two children’s homes in Banbury so chance could have put us in the same one. I went to. They must have belonged to his grandma and forgotten when shepassed away. In a desultory way he looked through the contents amused bythe unfashionable garments and faintly disgusted when a few pairs of redrubber incontinence pants came to light formed like Victorian bloomerswith frills below where the knee would be. The box also contained oldlady corsetry, petticoats, dresses and coats. He wondered why on earthanyone would wear this stuff. He turned to repack the clothes when he wasstruck by. I moaned good morning as my coworker was pounding me from behind. He got mad and said why did I need a g******* on our wedding night. Why is your friend from working f****** you now and why are you letting him. The whole time he was yelling at me the guy never stopped and just before he came I did too. I look back and think wow that was crazy and slutty. Wonder what was said about me. Sometimes I miss it.Did this to my wife. Got her really drunk at a huge party and then me and about 15 maybe 20.