I wear a mask of contentment that grows weaker; my smile however happy it may appear is a charade- a fake twitch of the muscles for my audience. I fee...l angry, I feel unworthy, I feel caged and I feel empty. These emotions make me want to break free — to leave this life in search of another for nothing I or anyone else does makes me feel truly happy and conflict free. To fill the gap I harbour in my soul seems pointless — neither family member nor any person on this earth can change the way I. ”Nothing Kay nothing at all, ” John replied.That left my mind as I lay there cuddling up to him thinking about that shadow. I know I had seen someone or something standing in the hallway looking into our bedroom. However, I fell asleep cuddling up to him trying to avoid the big wet spot on my side of the bed,The next morning at about 10 am I awoke and got out of bed leaving John sleep. I slipped my robe on and walked to the kitchen to find Michelle dressed and drinking coffee. I sat down at the. .sorry." Well sorry isn't really good enough is it?" she said with a slight smile appearing on her attractive face."I will go and get it now," said Reg. "Yes you will and when you get back here I will give you a spanking." Oh yeah,very funny." I am not joking. I got my arse tanned for making a mistake with the shopping so therefore so should you." Well that was different..." he started but he was actually a bit excited at the thought. "It was not different at all, go to the shop and then get. I kept kissing her from the back and feeling the side of her boobs. Now she also started to feel hot and her body relaxed.She lifted her arm and gave me access to her melons. I rubbed my hand all over her boobs. Dragged myself close to her (as close as I could get) and started to push my dick into her ass. By now she also started to make noises like, “Ahhh.” But they were all in a very low tone.I went near to her ear and whispered, “What happened, are you afraid of anyone hearing us?” She just.