Oh well. The truth is I didn't feel anything for him either. Not anymore. My mother was at least making an effort. It may be that when this was over I... could establish some sort of a relationship with her. It was obvious that the apple of dad's eye was Laura and there was only room for one apple in his pie.Mom made me a nice breakfast of bacon and eggs and then everyone sat around and watched me eat. The small room echoed with the deafening silence. Not a single word was spoken. I almost started. - Don't you take your flower? I said and Erik was quick to pull out the carrot that went out with a smacking sound. Now I was nothing but a cow waiting for my bull to cover me. At last I felt how he put his hard nasty cock against my half-open and defenseless love opening and now increased the pressure in an increasingly painful way. Soon the cock slipped in and eventually the pain passed to pleasure when his cock began to investigate my backfat. I closed my eyes and just felt how he worked. Patty told Jimmy he could take a blue pill and he will get to fuck her when they get home tonight. And maybe he will get a ball job. We were waiting in the lounge of the bar and I was watching carefully as different people entered the room. I was waiting to see what's my wife's latest lover looked at like. Suddenly my wife said, 'here he is,' and I looked up to see this guy approach our table. He was about 45 fairly tall. He smiled at me with that I been fucking your wife look, I thought to. We just lay there intensely involved in each other. As I lay there with the most important person in my life at that moment, I couldn't help but begin to think about what lay ahead of us. Being queer wasn't easy in the 60's, or in the 70's, 80's, 90's or even now. But life was ahead of Brandon and me and I wanted it to be together. My parents would be very upset, as they were very religious and being homosexual was a sin. I had the standard parental talks with my parents about sex, but it never.