"When she saw that Kim and I were still happy and in love as much as ever, she took credit for "saving" me from myself. I suppose she did, but only be...cause Kim had her own issues and hadn't pushed like Gina had.As the years go by you lose people to old age and death. George was fifteen years older then the rest of us. Pneumonia struck him down when he was seventy-eight. Before he lost consciousness the last time, we talked and he made me promise to take care of Gina. He said she never lost her. Between his cornucopias of neurotic personality defects, he was host to a psychiatric text book of complaints.The world really was out to get Carl.The voices WERE talking only to him.Many thought Mr. Murphy must have known Carl personally, because everything seemed to happen to him.He was one of the un-loveable. He often turned on those who gave the most of themselves to his welfare. Sometimes his rants would lead to fits of uncontrollable tears, wild gyrations and chaotic outbursts.Carl was. I greeted Victor, telling him dinner was almost ready. So he went upstairs for changing his clothes. Jerome was asking if I still was sore…Following the text, I found a picture of that huge black monster cock…I turned off the phone, not giving him an answer. During dinner, Victor asked me if I was fine. I said that I was just a little tired.He smiled and told me to go up to bed and that he would do the dishes.I kissed him, thinking I loved this man. I was really exhausted after a wild morning. Sean probably did not notice. At first contact, Kathy seemed to recoil a bit, then grabbed a child with each arm, hugged fiercely, and, of course, cried. Moist eyes and sniffles from the girls indicated that they were not acting. By this time, all the others, Greg, Shannon, Carolyn, Jim, and Julia, had gathered at the patio door. There were more than a few moist eyes in that group, as well.Caitlin took the lead and started right away with the body talk. "Mom, you have a very nice body! I'm glad.