I could do things that I had never guessed I could do.That experience helped me see where I fit in. I had better than normal vision and my nerd-like o...bsession with technical detail made me an excellent rotary wing pilot. I knew that I was accomplishing something meaningful. And because of that, I didn’t feel like such an unmotivated loser.Now, suddenly I had respect. I could fly a helicopter with the best. That really was the first time that I viewed myself as a worthwhile human being, and. We may have dozed off while talking, but it was getting quite chilly now.Neither one of us could sleep because of the cold, so I told her that the way we were lying wasn't taking advantage of our body heat and that we had to actually get as much of our bodies touching as possible. She was cold enough to not object and turned toward me to allow me to put my arms around her and pull her in close. By midnight, both of our teeth were chattering and sleep seemed to be impossible except for a few. I want you and I need you."Megan was silent for a few heart beats. "Ryan if you love me please." Megan I do love you and now your mine, you belong to me and you're my responsibility. Megan my hands are on your breasts because your mine now."I heard Megan sigh as we laid there. After ten minutes I spoke. "Megan take your sleep-shirt and bra off." Ryan please just my shirt and bra" she begged."Yes Megan."I released my sister and she sat on the end of the bed. As she rose the shirt fell covering. She asked desperately, ‘Would any of you mind terribly if my friends go ahead of you? I have to be somewhere by ten o’clock! And if they have to wait, I’ll have to leave and not get to watch my best friend marry the man of her dreams! Would this be OK with you? Please?’ The other couples agreed. Diana thanked them profusely. She watched happily as her best friend, Lynda Curtis, became Mrs. Thomas Michael Seldon, wife of her husband’s FBI partner and his new best friend. Tom and Lynda kissed.