"You think that will be a service to Jerry, you dumb bastard?" argued Sue. "You'll just be hurting his feelings. No friend would deliberately hurt a f...riend's feelings." I'm getting tired of your name calling, Sue. Jerry needs to see that he's a pathetic excuse for a man. He needs to know that he's a wimp. He has to hit bottom so he can rebuild his respect and his life. He needs to understand that a loveless marriage is not something he should cling to and live with," I reasoned. "Once he sees. When I told them Mary said ok they couldn’t believe it. They were so excited. I told them it may only be once unless Mary agrees to more times. So I told them if you pay her well then maybe she will come back for more. We made plans to meet at a local Holiday Inn hotel up the street the next afternoon. Everything is going great so far. The plan seems to be working to make Mary a prostitute and a whore. The next day came and Mary seemed a very nervous. As I watched the footage I was devastated and I was so horny. I literally jerked off crying, viewing the footage again and again. When I saw my boyfriend the next time I acted as if nothing had happened. I couldn’t say anything. How could I? If I did, I would have had to admit that I had monitored him without his permission. Of course it doesn’t make any sense, since he was the cheater, but I didn’t think about that at the time.So instead of facing the problem, I continued on using the camera. Again she sat on my lap with her head on my shoulder. One breast was squeezed onto my chest. We occasionally kissed softly, tenderly. The Chi flow was wonderful. Basically we just cuddled. Mostly I just stroked her back. Occasionally I would caress her free breast but not for long at any time. I was not feeling at all lustful, nonetheless I was glad we were keeping it tame. I was aware of just how easily I could shift into a mode of being very lustful. The few remaining condoms were back in.