Had I been foolish to do what I had done? I had thought about asking him, but I couldn't see him agreeing to it voluntarily. I guess I had hoped it wo...uld feel so good, so right to him, that he would immediately accept it. I went home, praying that I would hear from him before too long. The streets seemed dark, cold and lonely.Entry Fourteen: Troy I thought about what was going on. I was already missing Tabitha. I decided to call her at home. I waited patiently for her to return. Finally, I got. Precum had started to leak from my own hard cock. I didn’t want to let myself come, but it was hard, so hard! I’d just actually witnessed what I had been literally begging my wife to tell me these last several months. And I still hadn’t awakened from what had turned out to be the dream of a lifetime.I never took my eyes off of my wife, a seventeen-year-old girl who had just made love for the first time in her life. Alan had rolled off of her, his cock still engorged, wet with the mixture of her. My addiction to oestrogen and the other mix of hormones that were shotinto me was both physical and mental and I was as hooked as any crackwhore. I couldn't envision ever coming off them and couldn't imagine whyI would want to. Now I had taken things further. Illicitly going behindHelen's back and paying a sworn enemy of her for a further dose was astupid thing to do, but I couldn't stop myself. I needed the morningrushes that brought such pleasure to me. I found out during the last twodays how. . oh god.....do it fast Julee........." And she finished. She got what she was looking for. She was moaning loudly "aaahhaahhah uumm ahahahahah oohhh." I was still rubbing her pussy hard with my pussy. I was also very near to my climax AND i wanted to have my orgasm as early as possible.I came down from her after she experienced a strong orgasm. She collapsed and looked very tired. But I was in too much excitement still. I did not wait for Neeta to recover and to give me the orgasm. Instead, I.