I can’t pay you.”“How about this. I’ve already seen your sexy little body. What do you say you give me a kiss? Just a little one on the cheek ...and we call it even.”“Yeah, I'm sure all you want is a kiss.” I said sarcastically pursing my lips.“Even better. Take off your bra and panties and I’ll give you 20 bucks. That’s 20 bucks just to let me look at you’re your little titties.”“I knew it. There’s always something with you. Would you like me to do a little dance too?”“I'm serious. I can already. At least my mother wasn't crying her eyes out, but I could see that she felt sad about dad's leaving and I did what I could to try and keep her cheerful. What came as no surprise was that I was not upset in the least by my father's departure, he and I had never been close.At times I had felt that he almost resented me being around; so all my time had been spent with my mother, I could never talk to my father about anything, but I talked to my mother about everything. No I was not going to miss. I had fuck her but I didn’t know how…I thought I should first warm up to her and get to know her before making a move. I wondered if she knew what I had been thinking coz I did see her looking at me sometimes. I thought of talking to her when my parents weren’t around. That evening when she was making tea in the kitchen, I slipped inside and pretended to look for something. She looked at me and said..”tum kuch dhoond rahe ho”? I replied…”..uh..haan actually chips ka packet dhoond raha tha”. She. There were no doors to lock out here and the only security she seemed to have at the moment was Conner’s hand. She began to take in the sounds around her: the birds, the passing cars from the street, the distant sound of children playing, and someone mowing their lawn. It all seemed too close for comfort at first. Desy’s little yippy bark drew her attention and she watched him play for a moment, and focusing on that, she began to move forward, trying to get accustomed to sounds and feelings.