It was so nice to email and then talkwith someone about this urge that's subject to such ridicule. We had beenthru such similar stuff - dressing and t...hen purging several times over. Hesaid he was closeted too and longed to share this with someone else. Mymind was thinking - ok how about a weekend together - just two womenacting like two women. Would it be safe? Another person to actually see medressed? And what if "Amanda" (yes "A man da") wasn't what she said shewas - but then we had. And speaking of girls, we'll have to come up with a girlie name for you. After all, it wouldn't be too cool if everyone called you Patrick while you're wearing a skirt.” “Okay, I'll give it some thought,” I said and quickly sat on the toilet. I have to admit it felt strange sitting on the toilet and taking care of business like that, but she was right, it was the girlie thing to do. I felt especially weird to be doing this while she was in there with me putting on her makeup. The days dragged. Too poor to be a girlfriend or a serious contender for the greater role of hot wife and MILF?” As much as her voice sounded humorous, inside Amber felt shaky in asking the question. She hoped she still qualified. Her voice almost cracked.Mike pulled her to him, “Amber, I love you. I don’t care about your wealth, but I do care about people being whom they seem. I’ve had a couple of bad experiences in the past – in my first marriage and in the business side of my life, so I’ve recently taken to. Hey Gavin I have a question Hm? Why did you stand up for me in the locker room earlier? I was stuttering so bad that I felt my knees grow weak. Because I dont like when people treat other people like that. It disgusts me. I could tell by his face that it really did make him mad. Oh well thanks I appreciate it This time I smiled big and started walking away. I virtually left him stunned I couldnt believe it I had walked away from Gavin Jensen. I turned around to notice him watching me in.