I was a beautiful she-boy now, totally converted and happy with my new role as wife to these gorgeous sexy black boys. I could not get over how much l...ove I felt for these ...black horny men who treated me so romantically and fed me so much cum with their big cocks.And my life from now on would be spent getting as feminine as I could for these men. Dwayne was talking to me now, saying I was to give myself to any black man that asked me, and that meant I was to suck his cock or give him my pussy. Honey. But it felt good. I hope that's um, okay." It's okay honey. I'm glad you enjoyed it. Maybe we can talk about it more when you get back." Oh Bob, I love you so much!" I love you to Tina. Take a hot bath and get a good night's sleep. I wish you were coming home tomorrow. But if you do meet someone else. It's okay if you have a good time. I just want you to tell me all about it. Okay?" Well I uh, I don't plan on um, having more sex you know. But I guess if I uh, flirt a little, it would be. There's a mattress here, a large tin pan next to it, and a water spigot sticking out of the wall, with a drainage grille underneath it. This is the extent of my accommodation. There is not even a door.My mind is still churning over the idea that after tonight, I will be losing my clitoris. A part of my body will be irrecoverably taken from me. It's barbaric and frightening and I can't even bring myself to start thinking about what he might have meant when he said 'and worse' with such an. I couldn't refuse you, and I let you see me naked, and I realised that I liked you staring at my body. Then you made me sit on the bed, and you took out your penis and made me fondle it, and you rubbed it against my face... And then, when you were twelve or thirteen, how you'd started to hold me roughly, and feel my body — I was powerless to stop you, and then the day came when you kissed me passionately, forcing your mouth on mine and gripping my breast painfully, and I hadn't been able to.