Suddenly, Ben dashed to the bathroom with three lunges Usain Bolt himself would have envied him for. He barely avoided his two passed-out buddies and ...stumbled over the threshold to the bathroom. He leaned over the toilet and thanked Becca for being the one exceptional girl who generously overlooked the male fondness of keeping the toilet lid open while the caustic contents of his stomach were already passing his lips in high pressure-cleaner-like jets. He screamed in pain with every renewed. Knowing that I want to please him, and that he's so good at pleasing me, I do what he says, and gently push. My eyes fly open, and I look for his face. "Ethan," I pant, being pushed to the edge of this unknown precipice. "Trust me baby, let it happen," Ethan cajoles me, his beautiful green eyes begging. So I do. I trust him with everything, with my entire heart and soul...and I explode. I scream, my body shattering into a trillion fragments as I experience the single most intense physical. Uncrossing his arms he stepped up close to me and leaned into my private space.“Want to hear something I don’t say to all the girls?” he asked me, looking me straight in the face.I searched his face and found a smirk. It was hiding in the left corner of his mouth and around his eyes, but it was there.I swallowed on a dry throat and felt like my heart had crept up into it, fluttering around there like a hummingbird, elated with relief.God damn, his eyes were so blue.“’Hands on your head’?” I. "Tiny's with Miss Sharpe for the moment. I'll relieve him when I've said my piece, Boss. Boss ... Jen's in love with you. Absolutely, head over heels, totally unreasonably, in love with you. I want you to think hard about that. It would be perfect for her if, when she woke up, you were there beside her. If you don't want to do that, go to bed in the other room and Tiny will kip on the settee. Boss, she's special, but so are you. You're not for me, or Stacey, and I know it. So..." She broke off,.