"Well, I went to the store, had my hair done, came home took and bath, shaved my legs and took a douche," she replied adding, "does that pique your in...terest?" "It sure does," I said. She came and stood beside me and I put my right hand on her left leg and rubbed it. "Nice and smooth." I said. She had large shapely calves that connected to long, big thighs and wide womanly hips. I was told to go into the living room upon finishing my piece of pie. That was different, but there I went. . I explained toSamuel that you were stressed and did not mean it. This, however,concerns me. I know we have had a bad divorce, and it was overall a badatmosphere. Is it not wise that we do not put Samuel in the middle ofit? I will never say anything bad about you or destroy Samuels's goodimage of you. He should not be a pawn and used as revenge.One thing that I noticed is Samuels' hair. It has not been cut in abouta year. I know we have been busy in courts, and you most likely did notthink it. Aur panty chaddar ke saath lathpat padi thi. Usne dhundh ke nikal li aur boli hai allah, kya hai ye.Maine kaha aapko pata hai aap aur sharminda mat karo, toh muskurane lagi. Itna mere liye bahot ho gaya tha, mai chup chap kursi se utha aur unke bagal me jaake baith gaya. Aur panty unke haath se leke sunghane laga, wo boli chi kya kar rahe ho, phir maine usko bheech ke deewan pe lita diya, to usne bahot resist kiya, boli kya kar rahe ho chodo, karna kya chahate ho etc etc. but mai bhi kidhar. I nodded.“Yes,” I said.“You don’t love her, as you once did, John, because you can’t trust her. She betrayed you, and while the passion you may yet feel for the woman is strong, you can no longer be sure of her, trust her love for you. And, John, she does love you, but she does not feel good about you. She’s afraid of you. You have the power to kill her heart, John Michael Steele, because she knows she is unworthy of you; and, she fears that weakness in herself, and that same perceived weakness.