Diary, Although the O stunk up the pitch, in a relative sense, we beat Midland 2-0. Coach was not happy with us. Of course, we were not happy with us.... While the pitch was wet and caused us some problems, it was not that wet. We were scoreless in the first half but did a bit better after Coach took us to task at halftime. Around the 55-minute mark, we were on a good offensive press and I got a shot off from just inside the penalty box. Their goalie made a good save by diving to her left and. I didn’t sound to convincing though. Richard hugged me to him the water poured over us both. He said look mom, it happened. I’m not going to make this into some evil thing, because it wasn’t. I love you mom.Oh god Richard I sobbed as I held him tight to me. Honey look I said it shouldn’t have happened, but it did mom Richard said and it was the greatest most loving thing to ever happen to me. I held his face and searched his eyes. You really believe that Richard? Yes mom I really do. My heart. Where exactly her particular “back east” was located was a closely guarded secret but the general consensus situated her shady past somewhere beyond Montana and even both Dakotas, which of course strayed dangerously close to being on the wrong side of the Mississippi. Her accent was as crisp as her makeup and sounded suspiciously (though no-one would be so cruel as to voice such slander in front of the poor being) like those people on tha teevee supposedly representing the east coast, the. The man I once was, was another form of animal much likened to the vulture or jackal, or in reality a human form of trash disposal unit.This man whom occasionally minds your children, is a member of the P & C, a local council member, school treasurer trusted with the banking of your money, spent the years of his youth removing lives as if they were vermin, lice.The guilt did not catch up on me until a few years ago when an escaped murderer took refuge in the local area and I unluckily just.