Well she came up on the porch to listen to the music and talk for a while. I asked her if she would like something to drink and she accepted. I had ...already had enough to drink for the night but went inside and got her a beer. In a very short while our conversation turned to sexual matters. Here I am sitting there with my cock growing stiff and she is starring at it with a look of lust and desire on her face. She reached over and started rubbing my cock to rock hard proportions and said. I then quickly came back inside and headed immediately for the shower. Amanda laughed the wholetime as she removed her beer stained shirt. I couldn’t wait to get this icky smell off me as I quicklyshowered off.It was a few minutes later when all of a sudden the shower door opened. It was Amanda and she alsowanted to wash off before retiring to bed. Amanda and I have seen each other naked a number oftimes but this the first time we had ever taken a shower together. We carefully washed off each. ”“Oh, you’re interested. You’re just exercising self-control. Just like you do with Penny and that little flirt, Fawn!”“Leave Fawn out of this,” I said. “That’s an innocent game that is going nowhere.”“Effy will try again in the spring,” Kara smirked.“She can try all she wants,” I said. “I am singularly uninterested.”“That’s why she’s going to try,” Kara said. “She can’t believe anyone would say ‘no’ to her.”“Well, then she’s in Michelle Bateman territory!” I said.“Who?” Jessica asked.I looked. .. after eating we cleaned up the place together and then went to our rooms...I could sense that she wanted to come to me... she was forcing herself to her room... I wanted to pull her into my arms hold her and speak my heart out... I was scared that she would think I am a cheap person who wants to get l*cked but doesn't to it, who wants to get shaved doesn't to it... doesn't kiss her partner on lips... what to do that's the way I was... I had lost a few girl friends because of this... Believe.