What am I doing? Stop thinking and feel!I had to close my mind to everything and think only of sex, thoughts which had been avoiding for months now.Ok... Kat. Last time anyone touched you sexually was Earl. Start there. I was thinking to myself Hmm the vibrator did feel good on the nipples. Remember how hard they'd been in the truck? His mouth when he sucked on them. I wonder how Billy would suck on my nipples? Would he bite? I pinched the nipple that the vibrator wasn't touching. What would. ..***I awoke to the sound of voices from outside. I muttered something to them and started to fall back asleep. Why wouldn't they just go away and let me sleep a while longer?***I awoke to the thought that I had to get back to Cincinnati. Toby was there, in trouble, and she needed me. I'd really fucked up. The car was wrecked, it felt like I'd broken a rib, and there was no way I was going to make it there in time to help her. Maybe I could borrow a cell phone from someone and call Christi.. He knew they only accepted him because they didn't want to be the all-white fraternity. Jordan only pledged because of his white friend, Troy on the team his freshman year encouraged him to pledge. Jordan knew he wasn't going to be drafted by the MLB and a fraternity on his resume was good for when he graduated and began looking for a job. The networking was always good too. The two of them had a great time for two years in the frat. Of course Troy had transferred to another school at the end. Not just anyone. You.”“Know what? I want to be with you, too. But I’m worried about how it affects our existing relationship. And I am worried that my motives might be more about reliving my past than about being a good partner for you.”Holly cocked an eyebrow, puzzlement on her face.“How so?”“You remind me of a lover from long ago. From when I wasn’t much older than you. You look so much like her that I keep thinking of the two of you almost as one.”That mischievous look came over her face.