I knew she loves me, but this is going to spoil me. So much for teaching me to be modest. But then, I drove the Porsche seldomly. Instead, I drove tha...t old truck dad left mom before he died.To be honest, I hated my dad. Why did he have to leave us so early? Why did he have to go? My mom had me when she was 17. Dad being at the same age. Mom said dad died during his trip to Egypt, she told me dad loved the desert and wouldn't mind dying there. Sometimes I'm wondering is he really dead? Or did he. ”“But Liz, I want…”She cut me off with, “If you don’t shut up, I’m going to leave.” I lay their quietly but I could not fall asleep. I thought of licking and being licked. When I heard Liz’s breathing grow deeper I did what I had often done when I knew she was asleep. I put a hand over one of her small breasts. I could feel every feature through the material of her tee shirt. Although small, her nipple felt firm. Not too long ago I had gotten a quick glimpse of one of her tits. I had. In my house there was no attached bathroom so she had to bathe in outside bathroom and carry her clothes to the closest room to change. Once there was no one in my house and she was taking bath and she needs to pass the closest room to change clothes and as a routine she came into the room and started to wear the petticoat. I had expected this before and was hiding behind the door and when I saw her on her towel I was speechless. Her body was curvy with all the required shapes where a man will. That was fine with me, I've always loved sex ever since the first time.So, now that Brian not only seemed less interested, he also, even when we got naked and started trying, had trouble getting an erection. So, my sex life has become solo, I've started masturbating whenever I'm alone, it's just not something I feel comfortable doing around Brian, I just don't want him to think he's let me down.We love one another, we just no longer make love to one another. Well, nothing's perfect and I had,.