I hesitated. My desire to be a man and refuse being sodomized like a straight guy would, was overwhelmed by my bigger desire to submit to Bubba and be... the faggot he said I was. My conscience screamed be strong, yet the words out of my mouth were, "my ass," even though staring at his cock all I could think about was how it could ever fit in me.He corrected me. "Don't you mean your man-pussy. Hot woman have an ass to fuck, cocksucking faggots like you have a man-pussy."The levels of humiliation. Our lips locked, then opened, and our tongues explored each other.She continued to pull me down on top of her and the feeling of our naked bodies touching was amazing. We continued to make out for what seemed like days when my sister said, "I want you to fuck me."There was no way I was going to say no at this point. I reached a hand down to my crotch to guide my dick inside her, but she stopped me. Instead, she reached her hand down there, wrapped it around my cock, and placed the head inside. We had just finished watching a porno and usually at this point we would excuse ourselves and go whack off in the bathroom under the guise of having to take a leak or something. before we got to that point though we were talking and drinking a beer when for some reason I decided to admit to him that I had been having sex with another friend of ours and asked if he would be willing. He was obviously shocked and thought I was joking. It took a few minutes of joking around before he decided to see. " We'll cover that. But, as you said, the wedding is six monthsoff and yet here you are, dressed immaculately. Why do you thinkthat is?" I told you. Lisa said she wanted me to get used to it beforethe wedding." I understand that. But that's a little simplistic, Brian.Clearly, something compelled you to do this. You could've easilysaid no to her or, at a minimum, not agreed to effectively liveas a woman for six months. Friend or no friend, that's a littleextreme. Do you think you'd like to.