Damn ... wrong image -- try again? Walking through a train, watching a young mother tying the shoes of her little boy ... yeah ... that's working, I l...ooked closely at the woman and it's my mother and the little boy is me. I remember this now ... we took a train trip to visit her folks in Wyoming. I was very little, but I remember this moment very clearly.Oh, my god ... Jewel is sucking on my nuts ... damn it ... hold it Joseph ... holdback? My mind is remembering another moment. Jewel and I are. Saturday afternoon Joyce came to my house to pass time, I think sheliked me and wanted to be my girlfriend. She admitted that she had nogirlfriends. In the after noon we went for a walk to pass time. Therewas a ballgame in the park which we went to watch.She saw some boys she knew and brought me over to introduce me. Shestarted hanging on one of them and it was not Ben, her boyfriend. Ifollowed her lead and sort of paired up with a guy named Howard, Howie.Joyce looked at me and winked, I took. PROBABLY! I found that out later! But, just you wait! I'll get to that when I get to it!We sat down on her couch and started to watch a movie. A REGULAR MOVIE, you pervs. :P It was something old. I didn't pay much attention because I cuddled up against Ms E and she put her arm around me and rubbed my arm. Then she actually kissed me on top of my head! OMG! I just kinda squished into her more when she did that."I am happy that you are staying. How do you feel about it?" I'm really glad I'm. Then, after a good cry, he would kneel and put his arms around her while she gently stroked his hair and his teary face. She would tell him that everything was OK, that she had forgiven him; that he had been a good boy for having taken such a cruel punishment so bravely. Then she would reward him for being so brave, gently touching him and granting him permission to enter her. It had happened that way a couple times already, and he desperately wanted it to happen again.He finally went to the.