Why can't he buy mesome nice dresses or skirts or outerwear?" Can you wear it?" In the house." And how do you feel about not being able to leave the h...ouse, when you'redressed appropriately?" Aughhhhhh! I want to go out and shop and dance and meet people. I wantto go to a nice dinner with some guy and have him pay for it! I want tohave him reach under the table and feel my shaven legs and pantyhose. Iwant him to look in my eyes and tell me I'm beautiful. I want him to takeme to his place and. "Jim then took Courtney's gift to her. She looked puzzled when she saw her gifts. She thought Jim was just humiliating her again. Which of course he was...Her gift consisted of lingerie that few hookers would wear. Only when told the new things were what she'd be wearing home did Courtney appreciate and put them on.Courtney's homecoming outfit consisted of high platform shoes like strippers wear, fishnet stockings held up by a garter belt, crotch-less lace panties, and an open nipple bra. When. We were going out for a sail, since there was some good wind. Walking down the dock was my soon to be ex. She had to have seen us but she kept walking to the boat. To my amazement, she sat on the front of the boat and started to read a book. Penny asked who she was. I told her it was my soon to be ex. She said "What is she doing here?" I told her that I did not know. I told her the only feeling I had for her was serious dislike. That was the honest truth but I am not sure she believed it. We. You know sometimes the truth is an odd thing it’s not always wrapped up in a box with a pretty bow. Sometimes the truth cuts you like a knife. It can hurt you or heal a wrong that was done to you. Other times the truth can be just unbelievable and no one, like yourself, believes what they just heard.That small little incident isn’t even the tip of the iceberg of my debauchery. That was like a snowflake gently falling from the sky some five hundred feet in the air. Not even ready to land on.